November 2011
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Final exam today, starting back at work (around food, ugh) tomorrow and my first weigh-in Thursday. It’s getting harder and harder to socialise the further I grow apart from high school, I’ve noticed. For months I’ve just been perpetually sad, and know that my obsession with food has been such a massive contributor to that. My family holds a very long line of clinical depression,...
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Skinny Girl Diet: Day five.
Day five allowance: 450 cal. Intake: Buttery, salty, filthy popcorn: 300-400 cal. Exercise: Not nearly enough to count. Net: 400 cal. Fasting/controlling myself has never been my problem - I’m able to prioritise and avoid food pretty well after so many years of on-off restricting. It’s just when around others that I fail. I forget what I’m working toward. Going to sleep to try...
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Skinny Girl Diet: Day Four.
Day four allowance: 500 cal. Intake: Fasted until 7pm. Thai Green Vegetarian Curry: 450 cal or so. 2 x Curry Puff: 200 cal. 1 x small spring roll: 65 cal. Exercise: General walking: -45 cal. 2 x 100 cal workouts: -200 cal. Net: 580 cal. Ish. Probably still way over. I tend to isolate myself for this exact reason.
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Ugh.
Sitting here praising myself for not eating a single thing all day, praying that nothing extreme comes up that will make me give in. Then my mother (whom I’m trying to build a relationship with) calls and asks me out to dinner with her boyfriend (who she knows I’ve never particularly liked). I used every excuse possible to get out of it without sounding rude - “I’m really...
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Skinny Girl Diet: Day three.
Apologies for the lateness - Ended up at my boyfriend’s house unexpectedly and couldn’t update at all around him. Daily allowance: 400 cal. Intake: 1 x srv vegetable gyoza: 250 cal. 1 x hamburger pattie: 200 cal. (approx) 1 x sausage - garlic and herb: 210 cal. 3 x slice generic white bread: 200 cal. Exercise: Walking to/from bus stops etc: -125 cal. Net: 735 cal. Today’s...
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Skinny Girl Diet: Day two.
Day two allowance: 300 cal. Intake: Fasted until 8:30pm. 2 x cup steamed vegetables (Broccoli/carrot/corn): 156 calories. 1 pce Jila sugar-free gum: 2 calories. Exercise: Walking to/from bus stops etc: 105 calories. 5 mins fast skipping: 50 calories. Net: 3 calories. Feeling good about today’s efforts. I was studying or sitting exams for the most part, so my exercise efforts are severely...
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